its funny how so much things can change within a year or five regardless of the time lapse there still change some that you wish would have never happened and some for the better, we all have those days where we wished that, this change never existed but then analyzing its only to better ourselves and our future, i realized that a lot of times i get into small slumps of depression, i show this world a happiness that i am not truly feeling and i dont know why i feel like this, i tend to keep myself occupied to forget that i feel like this and to continue on with myself there have been nights where i cried myself to sleep, i show this strong character but i dont know how long i can endure it, this is one of those changes i wish had never happened i want to be a bright shinning star all the time
